Scared

I want time to just stop, I don't want next week to come.

I have another appointment tomorrow and I was told that any day I go could be the day. This is absolutely terrifying to me.

I've been in such a haze the whole weekend in a terrible mood. The only thing other than the movie Hall Pass that has taken my mind off of everything is Noah.

I can't sleep and toss and turn every few hours while praying and having terrible thoughts.

Please continue your prayers!