Past Due

Yesterday would have been my due date from my ectopic pregnancy in December.

Crazy to think that at this time I would have had a newborn. A cuddly newborn baby smelling of that sweet new baby scent.

Just makes me wonder what would have been. Would it have been a baby boy? Baby girl?

I'm obviously ecstatic to be almost 21 weeks pregnant but I still get a bit sad of the whole experience.

Thankfully this December will be so much better than last.