Nervous Nelly

Noahs surgery is tomorrow and I haven't been too nervous until now. I can't believe it's tomorrow. I know he needs tubes that's not up for debate. I'm just plain nervous. I always think of the most morbid things ever. It's terrible. I just can't sleep. It doesn't help that we have to be there at the butt crack of dawn so part of me thinks what's the use even of sleeping. Eh. Wish us luck!