I always feel like I am constantly rushing non stop. Seriously. In the morning it's rushing to get ready, to go to Starbucks, to drop Noah off...to get to work. You get the drill. I feel like I'm always late or in a rush NON stop.
Being a working mom has been taking it's toll on me lately. However, I'm not saying stay at home mom's have it easy. Stay at home mom's have a job just as much as I do, but they have their super cute kiddos around.
I had a break down on the way home from work the other day. I started crying and realized that part of me feels bad and thinks that I'm missing out on SO much of Noah "being little", which makes me super sad. I'll never get this time back and he isn't as little as he was yesterday and that day is already gone. The only great thing about it is that my mom or "GiGi" watches him during the day. I know it's a hard job for her, but she really loves taking care of Noah and I know he loves her too. Even if I was a stay at home mom, I'm sure a few days out of the week we would be over by Gigi's house. So him being with my mom is definitely the sliver lining. For now, it's a great set up.
Maybe, the grass is always greener?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Lately Noah has been obsessed with the swiffer and broom. My mom has a maid who comes one day a week and I think he just watches her non stop and wants to join in the fun. Well, one day he found the broom and swiffer and went to town! It's hilarious. He really thinks he is cleaning. This kept him occupied for almost an hour. It was really cute.
Posted by Micropreemie Mom at 10:35 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
While in the Starbucks line this morning with Noah he said his little voice "Mama!". Ok, yes, I know when he says "Mama" it's not very clear but I'll take what I can get! Anyway, so I then look in the mirror and see him blow me two kisses. How sweet! It really melted my heart. I love my little chicken.
Posted by Micropreemie Mom at 12:53 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
I decided to DVR an episode of "Yo Gabba Gabba" since it seems to be a popular show. The show starts off with a normal song and some crazy alien looking monsters. Seems fine so far...then all of a sudden Biz Markie comes out to do "Biz's beat of the day". This was hilarious! I couldn't stop laughing! I then went and searched and taped ALL the upcoming episodes. Well turns out he isn't an every day occurrence, just every now and then. Well, I needed to show others how funny it was so I turned to You Tube. I then found a Halloween episode...and I laughed so hard I cried. I have a really silly sense of humor, so maybe you will laugh too. If not, I'm sure you will just laugh at how dumb it is.
Posted by Micropreemie Mom at 2:28 PM